我原本以为一切都很好 ， 没有差错 。
我是说原本。
i thought everything was under my control .
but, i was wrong .
you're the one controlling the whole thing .
based on what happened all this while ,
i thought we're sort of stable .
things had changed since last night's prom night .
at first ,
i'm darn happy cause you decided to go to the prom night just because i asked you to .
and we texted the whole night too .
we talked , we laughed in front of your friends .
i thought we're okay .
I THOUGHT !
that bitch from my school ' invited ' you to dance along at the dance pool .
yeahhhh as i said ,
' invited ' !
she HOLD your hand !
WTF !
i saw that whole scene !
I AM FUCKING DISAPPOINTED !
listen up ,
though you guys were just friends , or maybe more than that ,
or i dont know what should i say bout you guys ,
I AM PISSED OF !
no , i'm dying of JEALOUSY !
damn you BITCH !
can you please stop bitching around guys !?
i mean , my boy ?!!!
EFF YOU !
believe me i will choke you real bad , bitch !
you never know how important you are to me, love ! =(
yeahh ,
after that scene ,
which made me soooo fucking down ,
i went to drink up with friends .
they tried to control me from drinking too much ,
but i just cant stop myself from drinking .
that scene kept appearing in my mind .
it hurts .
IT HURTS SO BAD !
i drank alot last night .
was a lil' drunk .
but still ,
it didnt help reducing the pain inside .
feel so miserable right now .
what should i do ?
sigh .
- DREY -
30/12/2011 2244pm
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