我是女王 !: CAN'T WAIT !

i cant wait, for spm to end !
i can't wait, for outings after spm !
i can't wait, for my kl trip !
i can't wait, for CHRISTMAS !

i want to buy tonnes of stuffs at kl !
for myself, friends and parents of course.
am just afraid that there won't be enough time for me to shop though !
shopping spree is awesome with my cuz - Wendy ♥
she's simply a great shopping partner !
the feeling of satisfaction is counting down !
18 days to go !
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeee !

was listening to christmas carols for the whole night last night.
and i start to feel the christmas atmosphere !
my family celebrate christmas every year and it was pretty awesome !
friends, relatives, parent's colleagues are visiting our house every year !
present-exchange with relatives is just GREAT !
i just love how the harmony atmosphere flowing between us.
am the most happy person during christmas.
i get to know about Christ more, i got hell lots of present, lotsa candies and turkey !
loving christmas ! ♥

[ Long time ago in Bethlehem, so the holy bible says.
Mary's boy child, Jesus Christ, was born on Christmas day. ]

CHRISTMAS IS LESS THAN A MONTH PEOPLE !
ARE YOU GUYS GETTING EXCITED ?!!

AWWW. DOGGIES CAN'T WAIT FOR CHRISTMAS TOO ! HOW CUTEEEEE ! ♥

did i tell you guys before that i eff-ing love candies ?!
candy is my life ! * nom nom *
i know candy is fattening.
but, who cares ?!!
i don't mind gaining weight.
i just love'em ! ♥
* both thumbs up ! *

OMGGGG ! * SLURRRRPP *

OH MYYY ! IS THIS THE CANDY HOUSE IN FAIRY TALES?!

sometimes i just wanna leave myself alone.
keep myself calm.
i'm fed up of getting mad at people.
i'm tired of it.
people don't seem to understand how i feel inside.
i feel so empty inside.
i'm tired of faking a smile.
i'm tired of being a two-faced person.
i'm tired of everything !

i remind myself everyday that i must give the world a smile.
a smile that means something to someone.
not by faking it.
there's no use faking a smile when you're not even want to.
just be yourself.
smile whenever you want.
if you're sad, show to the world that you're sad.
hiding own feelings is the hardest thing ever !