ALL ABOUT HER

she, is a typical aries.
she, is stubborn at times.
she, is capricious.
she, loved to be love.
she, love her friends.
she, is impulsive.
she, isn't good in controlling her anger.
she, spit out words once she's mad.
who is she? 
i am.


 

feeling better today.
was having mood swing yesterday.
it just happened.
i scolded her, and we argue.
once again, because of him.
i ain't that kind of person that love to argue with friends.
why would i waste my energy arguing with you?
i love him and i would do anything to keep him off anyone.
i just cared about him that much.
i admit that it is my fault for caring someone that i haven't own.
but, i just want to give both of us a little more chance to get together.
is this my fault?
sigh.
i knew your intentions were good to help me.
but, the result wasn't what i want.
of course i'm mad.
mad at him, mad at myself.
i am mad at myself for being a love oriented person.

i cried, i tell myself that i shouldn't be mad at her.
i tell myself that what she did for me were for my own good.
i should believe in her cause she's my friend.


O Lord, please guide me. 
tell me what should i do now.
i'm lost.
i feel bad.
maybe everyone shouldn't take things for granted.
Lord, calm me down. 
let me not getting mad nor having difficult thoughts.
You're the one i trust, always.
For You are my Lord.
Amen. 



3 purpose or life :

yeahh, we should laugh to keep ourselves from crying. 
no matter what happens, give the world a smile, and everything will be fine.
that's what makes me feel better.
=)

feelings yesterday was --> it's hard to fight these feelings when it feels so hard to breathe.
 yesterday was my worst day ever. i won't want it to happen again.


feelings today --> this is my temporary home, is not where i belong.
yeahh, sadness and anger were just temporary. weren't what i should be bothering forever.

- DREY -
26/11/2011 0958am