March = Busy Month !

It's the first day of March today !
and i've decided to drop something into my blog .
damn .  
March is definitely a busy month for me !
lots of tuition lesson awaiting me and !
* evil grin *
lotsa outings !
gonna have so much fun in the following week !
awesome !
KL !
i'm coming !
muahahahah !
just a short trip but it's enough for shopaholic like me !
can't wait can't wait !

♥

okayyy . 

what i want to declare today is that ,

trust is something that we shouldn't give out anyhow .

TRUST !

something that can make relationship closer or make it worst .

i find that trusting people are real hard .

so i barely trust people now except my family and cousins . 

what makes me think this way ?

wendy and i are having the same problem right now . 

and we don't bother about it at all . 

we just wanna leave all those shit a side , 

and just live our life to the fullest without all those stuffs .

what we do is to totally ignore stuffs we don't like and just don't give a damn about it .

sometimes people have to know how to be humble . 

what's the point showing off your properties or how rich are you ?!

TELL ME WHAT'S THE POINT ?! 

DUMB !

some people LOVE showing off .

as in stuffs they own or whatever . 

i was like , 

not only you got it ,

other people have it as well . 

they don't own something valuable doesn't mean they can't afford it .

they just don't want to waste extra money on small stuffs .

people just don't get this !

just shut the fuck up and BE HUMBLE !

don't be such an idiot showing off your stuffs , 

pathetic ass !

i don't like competing with people . 

because i know i'm the best !

and i don't like it when people compete with me !

please dumbass !

why do you compete with me ?!

lack of confidence ?!

or i'm your role model ?!

don't do stupid stuffs man !

DON'T EVER COMPETE WITH ANYONE EXCEPT YOURSELF !

EFF YOU !

so what if you're gonna win me ?!

you feel arrogant about it ?!

no !

you just show how pity are you to compete with me !

use your brain before doing anything people !

don't make people feel sympathy for you !

- DREY -

1/3/2012 1521pm

 

家人 = 幸福的象征 ♥

today's grandpa's 81st birthday party . 
everyone's busy with the preparation of food , cakes , red eggs , 'kuih' and much more !
we invited more than 100 guests to celebrate this blessed day =)
all of us were trying to make ourselves the prettiest girl/boy tonight . 
cause relatives and grandpa's friends are all invited . 
when we reached grandparent's place , 
relatives were all saying , 
' wow ! you girls grown up real fast eh ! getting prettier and prettier . you girls look different every year ! '
wendy and me were like, ' hahahahahaha ( laughing ) , thank you aunty/uncle . '
we took alot of photos .
waiting for cousins to upload it .
was pretty happy tonight . 
our families' are always that crazy / loving . 
being with cousins are soooo awesome !
we don't have to act in front of them .
i've got so much inspiration throughout tonight . 
family are always the one supporting you no matter what happens , 
they'll always be your listener if you're down , 
they will always give you a helping hand whenever you need help . 
ONLY family did that to you . 
even if you got a very good friend whom you trust , 
they won't be doing all this stuffs to you .
i love my family , 
my cousins , 
and all the CHIN's . 
♥

CONFUSED! =S

am soooo confused right now . 
i don't wanna choose anyone between them .
i don't feel good hurting anyone of them . 
i chose to be their best friend after all .
4 guys in a row . 
different personalities . 
1 of them is from different race !
zomggggg ! 
but he's pretty sweet , 
if he's a chinese ,
he'll be an awesomeeeee boyfriend ever !
unfortunately , 
he's not . 
=S
have you ever experienced a guy calling you just to listen to your voice ?!
gosh , 
this is SUPER DUPER UBER sweet !
he kept asking me if i'm bored texting him for the whole day .
what a sweet guy alive !
if he were to be a chinese , 
i won't be letting go such a boy ! 

♥

我又心动了吗?!

after a long while of 'resting' ,
or should i say , 
i'm too bored at this hour , 
i've decided to come back to blogger . 
well , 
people changed , 
but memories don't . 
errr , 
i shall declare only GOOD memories are kept . 
phewwww !
there's people staying in my life , 
but there's also some that chose to leave .
i didn't stop them from making their decision .
but i somehow think i'm caught red handed for being in love ,
once again .
=X
okayyy . 
i'm not sure bout it too . 
it's kinda complicated . 
the same people came into my life AGAIN !
which i don't ever want it to happen !
both of them were my crush lastyear, 2011 .
but nothing happened between us . 
yet now , 2012 , 
both of them's like came back to me .
dafug . 
and a new one was in this awkward situation too .
what should i do ?!
i don't know whether they're my type or not .
but i do want to maintain good friendship with em .
maybe i shouldn't choose any of them . 
friends would be a better choice in order to avoid anyone from getting hurt . 
=S

more and more people were saying that my British slang is a lil' serious . 
=O
should i take that as a compliment ?
hmmm ,
went to saloon on Valentine's day , 
and the hair washer was talking to me in English ,
he was like , hey !
you got British slang eh !
and i was like , 
really ? errr . 
am just speaking it like normal times .
O.O
maybe i was brought up in an English family ,
and my mom's side are all speaking English . 
so my slang will be a lil' more to British if i really speak . 
but i don't really speak when i'm with friends , 
so i thought the slang will 'disappear' or something , 
until people told me i still have the slang .
=S

 














i'm an awesome single lady !
am not depressed cause of being single .
sometimes it's good to be single , 
you get to enjoy the times when guy had a crush on you , 
you get to enjoy the times when you can just do anything without being controlled .
so don't ever feel ashame or whatever stuffs if you're single . 
the right one will eventually be there when the right time comes !
God,
i know you're finding the best guy for me .
am willing to wait cause i know it's worth it . 
=)

 this is what i mean . so yeahh . don't be too desperate people ! =D

- DREY -
16/2/2012 2139pm